Marriage can be hell

Lars knew long time ago what his husband was doing when he wasn`t aroound, or arguing with the band manager. We knew he was realy interested in some gal from his tribe, he used to travel to see her and all the stuff. Ronny told me they were having a baby, she said that was he needed in his life, he felt a little empty and couldn`t fill that hole with nothing different. If you ask me, is his life and seing him smile from time to time was nice.

Then finally the day came, Ronny fled out of the hotel to the airport, was so fun to see the manager running behind the cab yelling at Ronny :) Then Lars locked himself in his room and started to drink, he didn`t want to talk. I focused on the interviews I had that day and tried to forget this chaos hurricane that was coming to hit our shore. Is a little frightening when journalists ask for my private life, I don`t want them to persue Sven asking him our private life, I always answer something different, Sven is my trasure and I don`t want to share him!

Ronny finally called me from Mexico city, he`s a father now, a beautiful girl was born and they were hipnotized with their cute face. He was totally clear when he said he`ll fail to our next concert, at Moscow, well I said I`ll tell the manager and congratulate him for his first newborn. Welcome Nina!

Now Lars asked for the divorce to Ronny here in Dubrovnik, they are not a couple anymore and I feel between the fire and an abyss, the hurricane is here.